I think I'm going to start using my blogspot again. And maybe it's just the sudden rush of nostalgia but I somewhat miss talking about my life (the little of it), although I never wrote much on here as opposed to my Tumblr.
So...
Yeah.
I'm not sure where to begin.
My last post was Aug 23rd, 2010. The summer before senior year of high school (also the birthday of my old buddy Susan whom I no longer speak to). I was 17 years young and
a lot of stuff has happened since then.
Senior year of high school flew by, and as enjoyable as the thought of finally leaving that wretched place was, I kind of miss it.
Well
Mostly how easy it was. College is a fucking brainkiller.
I applied to VCU and GMU (and for some reason ODU even though I had no intention of going there) and I ended up going to VCU. I figured I needed to get away from the house and hopefully grow up a bit.
God.
I hated my first year so much. It's hard when you take an introvert and put him/her in a new environment where you're forced to talk to people and make friends and I know that's supposed to be good for you but damn that was so freaking annoying.
But I'm happy it happened. It's nice having actual friends who genuinely care about you. I guess it's nice to have people genuinely care in general.
I didn't really do much my first year which led to a very exciting and bumpy second year, because I fucked up this year's first semester trying to makeup for what I missed the year before.
I mean a 3.0 GPA wasn't that bad but I mean I really needed/need to raise it. So I did well the second semester and here I am now.
As cliché as it sounds you really do find yourself in college. I've learned so much about myself these past two years. I never realized how much I enjoyed creative writing, though I'd never want to pursue a profession in it.
It's weird. I really enjoy my life right now, but at the same time my heart yearns to travel elsewhere. Like farther than just the 1 hr and 30 minutes away from home. I wish I had applied for a UC. Or maybe a school in NYC.
Anyways, that's pretty much it. I'm not really sure what else to talk about.
I dunno.
Wow this sounds super gay.
I hope I keep up with this.
